Reflections in this mirror may be distorted by socially constructed ideas of ‘beauty/
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I wish people would know I’m not actually dumb. It’s just an escape. I get to take a break from being the responsible one. I don’t have stress building a house on me I don’t have to deal with the pressure of people relying or expecting things out of me. So many people don’t know the real me and it’s so crazy. I also feel I act that way because other people need to take a break and sometimes I can help with that but other times I’m hated for it. I’ve just let that personality become the way everyone views me so I can feel out going and confident and friendly because if I always acted myself I probably wouldn’t be here
I don’t want to seem ungrateful but what’s the last thing you bought me. I mean yes I enjoy the dates you pay for and the times we get to spend together but every time I get money I’m looking to spend it on you I’m spending money I don’t even have on you. Trying to show how much you mean to me and I try to spoil you I try with what I have. I figured using materialistic things to show you my feels toward you would be noticed more easily. It’s just I barely ever have money and yes it’s because I spend it ( on you ) but it’s hard for me to get money. My money comes from somehow coming across it or not buying food at like festivals when people give me food money. It seems like every time you turn around you have 100$. It just makes me think of the saying where one guy gives a girl 20$ when he only has 25$ and another guy gives her 20$ when he has 100$ but she picks the one with who has 100$ not the one who is giving up almost everything he has. It just seems like I’m the one with 25$ giving 20$ and your the one with 100$ spending 20$. And no I don’t want you to buy my love I already love you so much. I don’t know what made me think of this it’s just something I’ve thought about before. I’m sorry baby please don’t be mad .
